Life on a Roller Coaster and I’m loving it.

Every where I look, every breath, every bite is filled with the thrill of life as it should be. I say bring it on to the anxieties, the uncertainties, the risks and the challenges that life is throwing at me every single day. Just as i wanted it to be, my dynamic life is great, maybe I write that to assure myself that everything is alright and there is no need to worry. Deadlines, Projections, goals, failures, successes all are a part of life and I would chose a life full of uncertainties any time over a dull, boring and the much overrated safe life.

Everything is great, some of us have an heightened sensitivity to everything around us. Its a blessing and a curse, I guess that’s the Yin and Yang at play in here, one can’t survive without the other. So I will embrace everything that is thrown at me.

Everything that you’re for empowers you, everything that you’re against weakens you.

I turn to the higher part of myself and ask for guidance. Its beautiful how you can feel the universe work for you, things just happen right as they fall into the perfect crevices as if it were part of a highly orchestrated play. No matter what you do, things may go wrong or right, but its all just what’s to be. There are no accidents, we are divine beings and that thing that divine that flows through all of us, we’re one, with this oneness, feel the energy flow through you, it flows through almost everything in the universe. Let’s appreciate everything we come across, our eyes, legs, ears, liver, let’s just feel it, its yours, its been a part of you since your birth, you have transformed from something so small into what you are now.

When you seek happiness for others, you will find it yourself. Let’s talk, let’s be open, when you lock in feelings it will get worse. Open up, it will help you get free from the stress. I want to get back to nature, I want to walk bear foot on the beach, feel the sand in between my toe fingers, feel the breeze, hear the amazing orchestra heavenly of the beach, better than any surround sound ever made. I want my higher self to experience peace and harmony, no more stress as in my world nothing ever goes wrong. Everything has a lesson to it and i will witness it and I will understand and learn from it for its all in order.

I recently observed, that giving myself a moment of silence makes a great positive change in everything about me. We give a moment of silence to others, but when do we give that to ourselves? Our soul craves it.

Life’s changed a lot for me ┬ásince the last few months. I’ve come to a spiritual relation with sound, music, visual arts and creativity. Its been quite a nice ride so far, and now I’m going to make it crazier, better, awesomer. Its been a while since I’ve written about life, somehow i got carried away and gave more importance to things which don’t really matter that much in reality.

Today, I was on the day 1 of the shoot for a Project which was disappointing, even after some intensive pre production, I wasn’t able to get what i wanted, maybe it came 85 percent close as per footage but that’s not what i can settle for. So we go again tomorrow and then again until we get nothing but the best.

It was fun setting up out mobile studio.
I got a Targus DC to AC 220-240 Volt, 200 Watt converter, attached the receiver of a wireless lavalier microphone to it, connected the output to the mac and let the audio run while i shot the video and later sync the audio with the video. This helped the team crunch the budget down my 85%.

Hoping for a better day tomorrow, Its 3:20 am and i’m working on a mix right now.

Thanks for stopping by, hopefully i get better at doing this with time.

Cheers and good night!